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I'm The Yul Brynner of women.
You're the Grace Kelly of men.
I search every room for other shrewd eyes.
You leave moonlight wherever you've been.

The problem for me:
I'm so alone I'm not sure I'm even alive
and like it or lump it
two tears in a bucket
you're a king bee in the human hive.

I wish I was Yul Brynner
riding horizons alone like a king.
I wish I could get ahold of myself
and make your telephone ring.

The Black Art by Anne Sexton

A woman who writes feels too much,
those trances and portents!
As if cycles and children and islands weren't enough;
as if mourners and gossips and vegetables were never enough. She thinks she can warn the stars.
A writer is essentially a spy.
Dear love, I am that girl.

A man who writes knows too much,
such spells and fetishes!
As if erections and congresses and products weren't enough; as if machines and galleons and wars were never enough. With used furniture he makes a tree.
A writer is essentially a crook.
Dear love, you are that man.

Never loving ourselves,
hating even our shoes and our hats,
we love each other, precious , precious.
Our hands are light blue and gentle.
Our eyes are full of terrible confessions.
But when we marry, the children leave in disgust.
There is too much food and no one left over to eat up all the weird abundance.